I just checked my POF email. "Mr. Baseball" emailed me, just to say he thought I was beautiful, and that he is looking forward to our date on Saturday.
Saturday is Valentine's Day (I made sure he knew this when he asked me out) and we are going out on a first date. I'm a little nervous, but I bought a new shirt, belt and some hot pink nail polish. I always feel more comfortable in a new outfit. We're having dinner at 6pm at Central (I'll let you know how it is!), and then heading to a concert. What if I don't like him, or what if the conversation is strained? That's 5 whole hours of discomfort.
Or worse, what if I DO like him? I have relationship phobia now (thanks to the recently departed Italian boyfriend who pulled the plug out of the blue) and don't think I know how to be someone's girl friend any more?! I still haven't figured out what I did to deserve a break up in such a manner. Sigh.
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